to shape its crude skeleton.
Press its feet into sand so it stands rooted
wherever you find forgiving earth.
Use force
wherever you don’t.
Plunder grand tapestries crafted by greater men
for patches and scraps
to stitch the skin to its bones.
Command your creation
to rise.
If that fails (which it is bound to do)
use flattery and bribery and even deceit.
When you have nothing left in you,
kneel.
Press your lips to husk and stone
and pound its chest
until it creaks to life.
I don’t blame you
for limping back to your lover
who waits with a silver bowl brimming
in outstretched hands.
You ache for intoxication
and you imagine
once she is done pouring herself down your throat
she will oil your stiff shoulders
and bathe your eyes, so weary
from trying to fix your gaze on that hairline crack
in the horizon
where your promise gestates.
The mighty figure you see reflected
in that pool of her grasp
is hard to resist,
especially as she refills it again and again
and whispers that you belong there
that she will restore you
to the one thing she has known all along.
You are a marvel, limitless,
an everyday rarity.
You are a man.
She will give you sanctuary
For as long as it takes
But not a moment longer.
Don’t mistake the sustenance for the source.
No well is bottomless
And no woman’s hands can fight gravity
or the urge to scratch
her own itch.
Sip
long and deep.
Then turn your back and walk out the door.
Your love is not resting at the bottom of a bowl.
The golem you braved doubt to construct
awaits your transfusion.
Your place is there,
Animating
your next incarnation.
Powerful stuff, fierce phrases and superbly chosen images, not a wasted word - more please.
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